Not Yet My Mother by Owen Sheers

Yesterday I found a photoof you at seventeen, holding a horse and smiling, not yet my mother.
  
  


Yesterday I found a photo

of you at seventeen,

holding a horse and smiling,

not yet my mother.

The tight riding hat hid your hair,

and your legs were still the long shins of a boy's.

You held the horse by the halter,

your hand a fist under its huge jaw.

The blown trees were still in the background

and the sky was grained by the old film stock,

but what caught me was your face,

which was mine.

And I thought, just for a second, that you were me.

But then I saw the woman's jacket,

nipped at the waist, the ballooned jodhpurs,

and of course the date, scratched in the corner.

All of which told me again,

that this was you at seventeen, holding a horse

and smiling, not yet my mother,

although I was clearly already your child.

From The Blue Book Seren £6.95

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If you enjoy the poetry of Owen Sheers why not try Birthmarks by Mick Imlah, Beyond Calling Distance by Esther Morgan and Marriage by David Harsent.

 

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