
“I think we ought to read only the kind of books that wound or stab us,” Franz Kafka once wrote. “If the book we’re reading doesn’t wake us up with a blow to the head, what are we reading for?”
That’s all very well, Kafka, but how about the books literally about wounding and stabbing? On this week’s books podcast, the Guardian’s resident thriller fan Alison Flood struggled to finish The Flower Girls, a new thriller by Alice Clark-Platts, the plot of which contains similarities to the James Bulger murder case. This sparked a discussion on the books desk about the books that have most disturbed us: commissioning editor Richard Lea had nightmares after reading Colson Whitehead’s zombie novel Zone One; I once had someone hide my copy of American Psycho so I’d stop dwelling on it; and associate culture editor Claire Armitstead once destroyed a copy of Naked Lunch by William Burroughs, because she was so disturbed by a particular scene: “I put it in the fire! I have never destroyed another book … but I didn’t want anyone else to read what I’ve read.”
On Twitter, readers shared the books that have most disturbed them: Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life was a common choice, as was John Fowles’s The Collector and VC Andrews’s Flowers in the Attic. (Which, as one user tweeted, everyone seems to read far too young.) Others included:
Well... Charlotte Roche's Wetlands (unabridged, 2008) was for me (a male at the sensitive age of 56!) - a pretty unsettling book! However it was a mind opening, terrific read - and not a book you can forget in a hurry! Memorable too - but not for the usual reasons! pic.twitter.com/0RCPJX6xiZ
— Billy The Kid (@BillyTh87950625) February 7, 2019
The Silent Companions by @spookypurcell because of the ending, super sinister! And The Silent Patient by @AlexMichaelides because I thought my head was going to 🤯
— Bookmark That (@bookmarkthatuk) February 7, 2019
There must have been several, but I finished Charlotte Brontë's Villette late at night, and couldn't sleep afterwards. That narrator is so enigmatic.
— Kate Thomas (@For_the_Wynn) February 7, 2019
The Puttermesser Papers. Such a horrible death for the central character. Ozick’s a great writer but I wish I’d never read it.
— Joanne Limburg (@JoanneLimburg) February 7, 2019
Commonly, readers reported having to physically distance themselves from the book itself:
The Narrow Road to the Deep North, descriptions of POW life brilliant - Richard Flanagan builds a sense of dread so perfectly and with poetry. I had to put the book in another room one night as I couldn't sleep with it beside me, I was so disturbed. The scenes just haunt you.
— Nasim Marie Jafry (@velogubbed) February 7, 2019
The Lovely Bones really disturbed me. Had to get the book out the house once I’d finished it!
— Wilts200 (@smw2003uk) February 7, 2019
Share yours
What books have most unsettled, shocked or disturbed you, and why? What did you do to cope – did you stop reading the book, hide it or even destroy it? Share your experiences in the comments below and we’ll publish some of the best contributions on the website this week.
