Cinema (Odeon or Capitol) circa 1959:
only no curtains, just an even, tight-pinned bedsheet
of timber, and a blunt, empty cockpit.
Nothing, it says, will come over your shoulder,
no hidden reels, throwing a hazy line
Across the smoke to play the rainbow fish
that slip around, behind, our watered eyes.
This is the board for unexpected news,
a death, a resignation, raw, cold
as the air outside, flat as the turned-down wish.
God, it seems doesn't live in water, glimpse and flash,
mirror and shade, not still until the day's
damp end. The message on the wires
rubs at the skin's impatient folds
in dry, pale itches, drifts of my neighbour's ash.
The most familiar artefact of brass and pine
nags at the memory; you know what's going to fit
the timber cabinet before too long, the drought
that cures the flesh and seals the blood.
Board: gate: departure, says the sign.
Off you go, then, on static-laden floors,
drawn - as we all are - by unwelcome news;
but even now, not able to pause
and listen for pursuing streams, rolled
shining and stuttering downhill to the exit doors.
· From 'Remembering Jerusalem', published by the Perpetua Press. The poem will be included in 'The Poems of Rowan Williams', to be published by Perpetua in October. Rowan Williams is the new Archbishop of Canterbury.
